Why am I an Eternal Dreamer? Not because I dream while I'm asleep, but because I'm always doing it while I'm awake. I dream about everything and nothing at the same time....confusing, isn't? Now you undertand...or not.
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I© my husband: SAUL 
frustatedI feel my sarcarsm took the best of me on my last entry. That made it look a little different than the real true. I have heard of pregnant's woman changing their mood a lot because of their hormones, but that is not the case here. I'd wish that was all.Never been a fan of going too much into details here, but what the heck,it is my journal.
1.We dont have anywhere to live together. We are dead broke. Of course, there is always the possibility of living with any of our parents for a while, but I dont like that idea at all, for many reasons. At the end, that'd only bring more and more problems, trust me.
2. Saul is studying at college. He just began studying for his barchelor's degree on august of this year. He works part time at a shoe store, but is not looking like a part time job now. Actually, it looks like no job at all. They keep calling him and telling him not to go because bussiness are slow. He's in the process of trying to find a new one, which I'm sure it wont be easy at all.
3. I graduate in december of next year. I'd love to help more with the situation, but to be honest, I'm not sure I cant. I'm not scared of work. Since my first year on college (2001), I worked and studied, nonstop until august of 2004. Been there, done that. The only problem now is I dont know how I'd do that, plus a full belly. I just feel I could start doing the 3, then miserebly fail one of them. Which one, I dont know. And I dont want to risk it, I wont.
As you see, things are not too good and they keep getting worse each day. Aside from that, Saul's family get on my nerves so much! They have an habit of wanting us to do things their way, which I wont allow unless I actually things is the right thing to do. I dont want other people to do things for us either. Wanna help us? fine. We sure need the help. Wanna help us, so that we do everything the way you want? Thanks, but no,thanks. I'm not going to lose all my dignity on the process. Say nasty things about me one day, and the other day, they are all mushy mushy with me. It just doesnt make sense and I'm not dealing with it more. I have better things to worry about.
Sigh....I'm so sorry for bringing all my problems here, It's just there are some things you can't say out loud here. Pleople would just worry too much, as I'm sure you'll do too.
Love you all. Take care and thank you so much for all your kind words. I'm out of here. Yes, I'm hungry as hell,lol
Primero de todo decirte que sacar lo que uno tiene dentro es lo mejor. Y esto de tener un blog es una de las maneras las cuales te permiten desahogarte sin problema 
pero nodescartes laposibilidad de ir a vivir con alguno de vuestros padres porque, al fin y al cabo, esla mejor manera de ahorrar un poco de 
. Es una palo, sí, que todo el mundo os tenga que decir como teneis que hacer las cosas, pero vostors tan sólo escuchad y asentir, y después haced lo que querais. Marlene, traer al mundo a un niño con nuestra edad no es fácil ( por todas las razones que tu enumeraste antes 
pero lo podeis hacer, estoy segura de ello, aunque al principio sea un poco duro 
Ay mamita...como ;o siento que en un momento en su vida tan majica tengas que sufrir asi...
Si no te molesta...un consejo...
Go to a place that is peaceful and open that sacred bible to Psalm 22...or any Psalm that moves you. Give it to God. I shall pray for you, I have a candle lit to San Martin de Porre. You will see, He will do His wonders, don't despair.
It may be hard to fathom now with all the stress and hardship, but you will remember these words one day soon. Take care of your beloved and the child you created...and let them care for you. Te queremos, nena!
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